getting anxious

no matter how often I go through this, it's terrible every time... end of project and contract is near and I am not sure what will happen after... where I'll work and live (though have preferences on where I want to be of course, would be lovely to stay in London) and just in general what will happen within the next half year or so. I know it would be good to concentrate on the now (while scouting ahead nevertheless) and I am trying to stay positive and believe it'll be alright and work out, which I manage most of the time, but today is just one of those days where everything seems so unsure and unsettling, it's driving me mad!

The 5 Browns

I miss my piano like crazy lately... what's going on.. sigh

Neverending Story: The Lost Music Video

You know how everyone has their 'watch when sick to make self feel better' movies? Well, The Neverending Story is one of my favs, so when was dying of high fever thanks to nasty kidney infection last week, watched this classic and I still think it rocks!!! 1984 old school fx, uber kitsch map paintings, synthesizer sounds, I luuuv it.