Monday, December 18, 2006

got tagged...?

Although not quite sure what this whole tagging business is about,
I guess I should tell you 5 things about me that you don't know...
that seems to be the custom once you've been tagged?

This might prove kinda difficult...or at the same time easy, not really knowing who 'you', dear reader, are! Are you a friend that knows a lot about me already or a total stranger who just happens to cross my blog?

I guess I could start by the last few things that recently happened or occurred to me, and thus revealing something about my character or self:

-Have been feeling nauseous all day, and apparently there is another flu (this time stomach flu) going around, and OF COURSE I get it too...
ergo: my immune system stinks

-I am allergic to egg (yolk), so besides the fact that they smell like nasty farts, they give me bowel cramps, and OF COURSE there is boiled egg all over the place today at lunch...
ergo: in-ah no like stinky eggs

- hm, am thinking that new readers might get impression that I stink... which shows that I am worried about other people's opinions about me, because OF COURSE I want everyone to think I am cool and great and whatnot...
ergo: insecurity and strange need to please people

- am terrible when it comes to feeling left out... especially concerning friends, which comes from wanting close bonds with people, and wanting to be important to them, and wanting them to want me to be around at all times because without me it's only half the fun OF COURSE...
ergo: well, that's just me regressing back to childhood and wanting to be the center of interest and attention - I am working on it...

- mostly I try to be happy and positive about things in life... to be zen and balanced and all that 'want to be a better person' stuff, but at the same time I embrace cynicism and love to paint black pictures of my feelings, telling myself that I need no one, because OF COURSE no one needs me...
ergo: am full of contradictions (slightly borderline even? I guess when I am stressed out its worse)

Well, there you go!
A micro slice of the huge dysfunctional cake that makes me ;)

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Monday, December 11, 2006

chicken anyone?

am not making much sense today myself, so this fits just fine...
am still recovering from my major birthday party on saturday that went on until 6 am and left me kinda brain dead ;)

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Weird Al Yankovic

Perfect for the holiday season where we all pig out a little ;)

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

Wonderfully sad song. I love it.