Wednesday, November 29, 2006

My office ...

It's been a quiet day today,
apart from my sniveling, snorting and coughing
from the massive flu that has hit whole Holland,
so I thought it would be time to tell you all
about my new working place.

I sit in a pretty much 80's style building block,
on the second floor, with moderately modern interior
(lots of browns and greys...) and a nice
lounge-like reception area.

Now the room I sit in,
which has a funky 'Computer Graphics' sign
hanging over the door, is put together as follows:

-hallway
-room with desks and PCs (not all too big, say 25m2 max)
-little rendering booth
-widows

The thing is that this 'small tech booth' shuts out any daylight from,
or view to the windows! I sit in the dark THE WHOLE DAY.
It is depressing on a sunny day (like today) and not all too bad
on a clouded dutch autumn day, which isn't much lighter
than nighttime anyway...
The walls of this room are grey and dark grey,
the floor a dark green carpet...
the tables black...
and on Fridays we drink fresh blood and chant dark rhymes...

Anyway-
it's dark, and I cannot wait to move to our new room
with windows and OXYGEN, which is always a great plus!
(should be in the new 3D room by new years).

The tan I had from vacation ran off screaming,
leaving me as white as a sheet!
And I guarantee I'll be showing off a great translucent greenish teint,
the trademark of any 3D guy/geek, soon enough.
Not to mention my red nose flaking away from constant nose-blowing,
and the faint cracked lips to match!

Be afraid... be very afraid...

Friday, November 24, 2006

Updated Stuff...

... on this blog and created an art blog, where I will (hopefully) post a lot of my drawings and paintings!

Things on the kids movie I am working on are going well-
we just finished shooting in South Africa and should be getting the rushes in pretty soon!
I cannot wait to see the material...

I'll be teaching at the Film Academie Amsterdam in January, focusing on showreels/portfolios and interview situations. If all goes well I'll be back to guide the animation on some final year projects, but that's all still very much in the future- we'll see how it goes and how tied down I'll be when working in London again!

Busy busy busy ;)
And so much happier than in the games industry... come to think of it, it might've been different if I had worked on a fun cartoon game. Violence related stuff just isn't for me.

Thursday, November 23, 2006

what a great idea!

check out this video clip from kristofer strom

Monday, November 13, 2006

Coca-Cola Add

great stuff!

Sunday, October 29, 2006

Halloween!!!

Well well, what a great party it was!
Tons of great pics that I'll be uploading soon!



Btw, the Greece pics are already on my flickr account :)

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

my month off ...

Was in Greece two weeks,
now will be in Germany to see family!
More details to come soon!!!

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

ze beach ...

here are some pics from last evening,
when some colleagues of mine (and myself)
and a huge 20L bottle of sangria
took the train to the beach after work
(only takes half hour to get to beach!)
to sit and chat and watch the sun set
over the North See... it was beautiful.





news...

So,
I will be leaving my current job after August to
go travel Greece and the Cyclades Islands for a few weeks-
Then I'll return to crazy weather land = Holland to start
work on kids movie thet features a magical cg giraffe (aaw).

Very good.
Things couldn't continue like they were going.

BTW, if ever bored at work (I have become the master of bore)
check out this guys blog/vlog:
Ze Frank

Thursday, June 29, 2006

short note ...

How come this blog is all buggy in Internet Explorer,
and looks fine on Firefox?

Anyone who knows an answer to this, please help me out,
so i can get this site looking good on both browsers ...

Mehr Fussball ...

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Some Spring Pics From Amsterdam



The Dip ... and football

Yes, yes…

It’s been a while since I posted anything-
I guess the reasons are a mixture of
Great weather, feeling lazy,
and not having that much to report really.

Right now I am going through a bit of a
‘whatever, what the hell, who cares anyway’
Phase which is probably a result of my current job
Being pretty lame, and …
Hm, I guess it’s just because the job is frustrating.

Even though I have the great prospect of going back to London
to work on a feature film next year in April,
I have mixed feelings about it all, because it means
being on a long distance relationship again… that is so tiring!
Problem is: being unhappy in your job is also extremely exhausting,
which is not such a big surprise when you spend around 80% of your day at it.

So it seems like I simply cannot have both:
live with boyfriend AND have great job.
The Netherlands simply has very little to offer
when scouting for cool jobs in animation,
Or so it seems.
And I have been looking around for alternatives, believe me.

Ah well, you could say:
Hey, just take the best out of now,
and worry about all the other stuff later…
Yes, well I assure you that I am trying hard to become a balanced,
Zen and thoroughly positive person-
I’m just not quite there yet ;)

Its funny how one seems to always have something to nag about-
First it’s all the stress with moving apartments and renovating etc-
Now I am living la dolce vita in this amazing palace
that I can call home,
And already I am thinking about how sad I’ll be when I have to leave!
Pf- silly.
Don’t get me wrong, I do have great moments of happiness,
And in general people know me as a positive person,
always ready to have a good laugh…
But those little dips you trip into from time to time
just seem to almost swallow me up whole sometimes,
and there is little I can do about it at that very moment…
maybe it's good to feel thoroughly shit from time to time,
because that’s what makes the good times even better, right?
Hm- let’s talk about something lighter…

So anyway,
cool thing that a lot of people are really getting into
the whole world cup happening, ey?
At the moment I am supporting quite a number of teams actually:

Germany, ist ja klar
Korea, eh.. gamsa hamnida?

Because, well... I am German and Korean...

Holland, precies!
And Australia, aussie aussie oi oi oi!!

Because, I support the teams of my friends :)
Of course.

I underestimated how fun it can be watching football in a bar,
decorated in screaming orange to match the yelling fans!
And despite the fact that we are all watching TV,
it feels so good to hang out with friends and chat before and after…
Hm- that should help with getting out of my dip, ey?
Yes… beer and friends (order of words does not reflect priority)…
cannot… resist… the sweet call… of cool lager… must… be strong… must …

Gotta run!

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

More Queensday Stuff


Queens day Amsterdam 2006
Video sent by gabebauer
Little vlog from Gabe's site!

Monday, May 01, 2006

Queensday / House Party

Hm…
Well…
(Must gather thoughts after rather severe hangover)

Queensday is quite an interesting experience here in Amsterdam-
Basically it’s the queen mum’s birth date,
but its the actual queens birthday your celebrating.
Ah well, after the first few beers… who cares.

So anyway, Friday evening was Queensnight, as in…
you know… night before the queens birthday,
and thousands of people are out and about, in bars, on the streets,
drinking beers, listening to live music coming from every corner
and every ‘plein’ (square), and some (like me)
hopping around vigorously,
trying to not get too cold (it felt like November)
while downing some cool lager…
maybe that was the problem!
Cold outside + cold from inside…hm.

Well anyhow, it was a lot of fun hanging out with Ghislaine and Steve,
roaming the streets of Amsterdam,
getting stuck in big masses/waves of drunk people (not so nice),
and being dazzled by some of the extravagant,
very orange outfits of partying people.
(orange = royal colour – the neon ‘burn you eyes out’ version).
(For some reason all the rest of our friends headed up north
to a place called Groningen…
I’ve never been there,
and cannot remember being asked to come along
(ah the sweet bitter undertone ;) nah, just kidding)
but apparently they had a wild Queensnight there as well-
Tamara sounded like the Godfather when I saw her the next day!
Great stuff).

After a pretty late night, we (me and my Gabe)
kicked ourselves out of bed the next day
In order to prepare about 3 tons of food for our party
that we were giving in combination with Queensday-
Great idea, we thought, as there will be shit weather
(turned out to be chilly, but all in all okay...
even with sunny spells, damn it)
and people will flock to our central location
to get a rest from the Queensday craze-
hm well- it almost worked out.

After getting all the salads and pizza and cheese platter done,
We headed out to the ‘Jordaan’ (very popular,
charming area in the heart of Amsterdam)
And then to the Vondelpark,
where kids where selling some old toys and games.
That’s the whole thing you see, getting a spot on the street
and selling a lot of ‘junk’/old stuff for a Euro or so-
well that, and getting hammered by early afternoon for most people-
Its pretty great! Everyone seems happy!
Which must be why its such a big success…Queensday.

So, after heading back home
and getting everything set up (music and more food)
People came by (mostly hung over of course)
had some snacks and some drinks,
And then left pretty early…
Which is fine for me, I thought- ah, what the hell,
its my party too,
so I might as well get hammered.
So ‘sh-woops’ down went the Vodka
and some of the other toxic stuff in the fridge!
After dancing like I was having some kind of weird seizures,
I had some of the 2.8 tons of food that was left-
Put on my pyjamas, and started watching DVDs with Gabe…

Then the spinning and sickness started… ai…

Just when I though- puh, actually I am happy everyone left early-
‘Drrring’ three more people showed up unexpectedly.
And even though you might suspect that that
was the last thing I felt like-
It was great!
Basically I didn’t really know them,
so spending some chilled out time together,
chatting away, was the best thing at that moment.
I really enjoyed it.

So all in all it was a good Queensnight/day experience,
and if I am in town next year,
I want to be on a boat! That looked like so much fun 

Friday, April 07, 2006

Mi-Ah comes to Amshterdahm!!!

Great stuff!
My 'little' sister has been accepted at the
Rietveld Art Academy for Jewelry Design!!!
This means that as of end of this year I will have
a family member in the neighborhood for the first time in ...
I guess its been 4/5 years or so?
Anyway, I get along really well with her,
so I am looking forward to having her around :)


Little tip on the side-
If you wanna check on some stuff
the Gabe's have been doing lately,
check out the Vlogs they made for
  • mini
  • Friday, March 31, 2006

    even shorter update

    moved all furniture from Germany two weeks ago-
    went for mini break to Paris last weekend-
    set goal to unpack all last boxes this weekend...
    and am starting Yoga :)

    hm- back in life, back with energy,
    finally feeling positive again!

    Thursday, March 09, 2006

    short update

    Hm-
    too much snow after all,
    and dutch truck rental only had summer tires (=insane).
    So its move part two the weekend of the 18th... sigh.

    The first part went very well though,
    with loads of great helpers that made it go fast!
    was one of the best moves in my book
    (of ... hm, about 18 moves in my life by now).

    Thanks again to all those that helped!
    You = da best.

    Wednesday, March 01, 2006

    moving this weekend...

    ... and my nerves are lying blank...
    I have been renovating like mad, together with Gabe, and one day with 7 fantastic helpers (family and friends) for the last three weeks or so-
    Well, it seems like months to me ;)
    But it is looking soooo great, I cannot wait to be moved in and settled and all.

    Everything is as good as packed... here in Amsterdam.
    The (stressy) thing is we need to travel to Germany Friday night,
    pack some of my stuff there (furniture etc. dumped at my
    parents place/the cellar when moved together with Gabe onto 40m2
    about a year and a half ago) on Saturday,
    get some good sleep after Dad's Birthday Dinner that evening,
    try to get up reeeeeaaally early on Sunday (we are talking
    4-5 a.m. here, and I am anything but a morning person)
    to head back to Amsterdam where (hopefully) again we will have
    helping hands (family and friends- what would you do without them)
    to unpack all that stuff -
    go over to our old place here in the city (East)
    pack more stuff into the truck,
    and bring it all to our new location (city, 'old West').

    Now- this is a pretty big operation as it is...
    but now imagine it with THIS type of weather:



    Total nightmare!!! Why is it snowing again all of a sudden? ARGH!!!
    Even if it tries to look all nice today, it's still slippery, wet and messy!



    I keep my fingers crossed that we have a pretty smooth drive to and from germany, otherwise we'll be stuck in hell...